Autumn Ending

Verse 1:
Floating in nothing
Levitating by but you don't see me
I look in your eyes as I pass you
For the third time now..

Suspended by invisible harnesses
Clinging to life only by inches
Nothing left to spare this life for
So I fall down..


Chorus:
This is my autumn ending...
I've cut myself for the last time to tell..
No one could see my silent screaming
No one knew just how un-well I was..
And all this time I was dead in my eyes
Nobody saw my hushed cry for help
And I'm surprised that it took this long to die
Relieved that finally death has been dealt to me...


Verse 2:
Let me go I see you've realized
I'm finally dead after all this time
Fading away, enveloped by the black
I can see you screaming..

Your touch lingers but evaporates
You have seen now that you're too late
No one left to save me from destiny
I can see you screaming..


Chorus:
This is my autumn ending...
I've cut myself for the last time to tell..
No one could see my silent screaming
No one knew just how un-well I was..
And all this time I was dead in my eyes
Nobody saw my hushed cry for help
And I'm surprised that it took this long to die
Relieved that finally death has been dealt to me...


Verse 3:
I'll remember you
I'll watch over you
It's not your fault
That it went this far
Don't blame yourself
It's all history...

You all will probably still misunderstand
The meaning that lies behind all of this.
The reason my life now ceases to exist...

I will remember you...
This is my autumn ending
My last bid of good-bye to you..


Chorus:
This is my autumn ending...
I've cut myself for the last time to tell..
No one could see my silent screaming
No one knew just how un-well I was..
And all this time I was dead in my eyes
Nobody saw my hushed cry for help
And I'm surprised that it took this long to die
Relieved that finally death has been dealt to me...

And this is my autumn ending
I will remember you..