This Image
By EviscerationX
This image, this image of me in the reflection
This mirror of truth, of dark deception
I wanted to kill him, I really did, before he got to you
But he struck first, that motherfucker
He ravaged you and beat you down, and didn't stop
I couldn't get there, so far away, I just fucking couldn't help you
You cried and cried until beat unconscious
Covered in blood, it makes me nauseous
When your heart stopped beating in the hospital room, mine did as well
We are one together and I'd go through Hell
To be with YOU again, to break away this burning pain
I rip my own heart out and I swear I'm going insane
Every fucking face, a million fucking same
I'd kill them all, but my thirst would never be quenched
You rapist fucks, you violent fucks, I will seek out all of you
All you fuckers I can't wait to kill
This bloodthirsty thrill that makes me ill
I eat myself inside out, longing for your soul
My Angel baby, Soul mate, Lover, I'm trapped in this damp dark hole
There's a drip, drip, drip from the ceiling above
Of all the tears I've cried for you, of all these tears of blood
I would decay in this hole, but I still feel your presence here
In my mind, my heart, this burning fear
I feel you, caress you, I kiss your fading silhouette
I feel you slowly fading away through my dampened teary eyes
Please help me forget this pain, before it makes me die
I don't know myself without you
I just get down on my knees and cry
Just let me Die, Just let me Die
Please Just Let Me DIE...
Comments on "This Image"
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On Monday, November 1, 2004, AHHH
(184) wrote:
wow. amazing. I love it. "Every fucking face, a million fucking same " great line. fantastic write.
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A former member wrote:
Ouch, just ouch.
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On Monday, July 26, 2004, capt_funguy
(777) wrote:
this hurt ... excellent transcription of the brain's static frenzy .. cool man ... post some more soon ... funguy
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On Tuesday, May 18, 2004, Mute Serenade
(389) wrote:
brutally heartfelt... good write chap... Sue
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A former member wrote:
There's so much emotion in this poem.
Great write.