Daydream

At first meetting there came a relief I felt,
this was something that couldn't be helped,
crazy physical attraction,
a definate reaction,
quickly becoming something more,
not just love-games anymore,
wondering if the way you spoke,
indicated mutual thoughts.
exchanging numbers, another small sucess...
how could we have guessed our future?
becoming so close to someone I didn't know,
a new situation for us both.
helpless against the crulty of fate,
how could something so right be a joke?
I was always second guessing,
of all people you seemed to understand this,
taught me so much about myself.
proud that you were so good at playing the Game,
never dare apply your talents to me,
being something new,
not so transparent.
becoming one you told me you loved me,
sleeping beside someone was never such a comfort,
you even dared to say it was meant to be,
then our time was up,
we said goodbye,
slowly swallowing the the painfull lump of seperation,
I made the leap,
suggesting something more,
quickly enough you traced the line I already saw,

With that, finally waking me from this daydream.