Bloody Tears

I'm just sitting in silence
Why does time take forever?
I hate the thoughts in my head
I'm only hurting myself
Can you feel the knife slicing?
Cutting life giving veins
I long to feel you suck on them
Lips so soft and loving
Would you breathe life into me?
Or push me aside to die...
The blood is dripping
As slow as time
And it's slipping along my skin
Do you taste it on your tongue?
Sliding down your throat thickly
Does it do anything to ease the fear?
(Of love)
Will you save me from despair?
I hate the way clothes stain
The liquid warm against soft flesh
I wouldn't want you to...drown
But just hold me a while...
No one wants to die alone
At least while they're bleeding
But you'll keep me alive, won't you?
I'd hate to leave you alone
I promised I wouldn't...