I Thought...

I thought I could write you a love poem
With real feelings
(Perhaps that's the one thing I did right)
I thought I could say I'm sorry
And really mean it
I thought I could promise you the world
And actually be able to do it
I thought I could change myself for you
But apparently I couldn't
I've lost myself along the way somewhere
Not sure if I'll ever find myself again
But I'll sure as hell try
I always thought I'd be a good girlfriend
But got off to a bad start
I never thought I'd ever make you cry
But we both always end up in tears
I never use to think I could get so depressed
But it's a common occurrence nowadays
I never thought I'd feel as deeply about someone as you
Though I know you don't see it
I though I could love you
The way you love me
I'm still struggling to do that
And if I ever manage to keep a promise
It's that I'll get it right one of these days