Slipping into Insanity

Sorrow fades to insanity when the walls turn there backs upon my broken heart and shattered tears.

Scars of cocaine addictions begin to bleed white tears as teh wind blows through my skin so cold.

Clowns dancing to Meat Loaf records laugh at my disabling pains of a broken home and lost heros.

When my fears and pain tell me to fade away into the dark and i want to die will you still think i dont care?
And when my favorite things make me cry will you even notice?

My heros are the worst hated in the biggest part of my non-existant heart.

Sarcastic snow flakes upon bloody fingertips are teh lost thing i want to see after my tears poison me.

When will you try to mend our hearts and stop hiding your love?
And can i ever trust you again with all i know now?

Needle marks on pale drugged skin make these green eyes turn black and cry like a baby.

Insanity becomes my only companion along side nicotine dreams and deathly screams with brillient melodies.

My mind has been lost to a drug that i didnt use and dripping pleasures i never had, yet hate.

Will you even care when you hear me scream suicide covered in bloody tears?
Do you understand the pain that tells me phyiscal pain will hide my emotions?

Im screaming suicidal chants underneath my dead skin, and my blade cant reach my veins.

My death can't reach my faded life... its almost gone.