Without

Losing my senses, trying to find
Some part of myself left far behind
Talking to shadows, alone in the dark
Abandoned and empty deep in my heart
Noone to turn to, nowhere to run
Wandering aimlessly, face from the sun
Darkness is nearing, rest cannot find
My ghosts all surround me until I go blind
Air thick and choking, or is that my tears
Having stood on the sidelines, all these years
And where do I roam now, who really cares
Just follow the happiness till it's not there
A heart of regret, a head of hot pain
Shying from daylight, smiling at rain
Beginning or end, it matters no more
Just close your eyes and walk out the door
Blindly I leap, blindly I fall
Without hope of freedom, without hope at all