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lifelong struggle to find my position with you
By kissofdeath
tempting it is; For me to love you.
Existing feelings bring rage and hate
Wanting to love needing to hate.
If there was a choice, wich one would I choose?
I need to hate you, but want to love you.
I search for reasons to hate. Search and pick out little things, I try
to find them.
Then you smile and I have to to love again.
Then I need to hate.
confusion rears its ugly head and again I am, knees locked to chest crying
in pain.
Torn apart I am. You bring hate and love.
I love hate more than I love love.
The tears must stop.
I will always love you against my own.
Hate is my drive.
My hate will drive my love until I am once again knees locked to chest.
My fetal postion of life.
*kiss
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Copyright 2003 kissofdeath
Published on Wednesday, October 29, 2003.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Comments on "lifelong struggle to find my position with you"
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A former member wrote:
i dont look for things to hate about sombody i just seem to notice them i wish i could stop it great work i love it
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A former member wrote:
i often find myself looking for the little annoyances too. 'tis a big problem i have with relationships. you have written what is in my head better than i could've. congrats on something good and true. U.P.
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On Wednesday, October 29, 2003, Johny_D_Lewis
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wrote:
that fetal poaition feels safe..great write
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