The chaos of You (I'm sorry)

I'm so sorry
I know I've hurt you.
but don't worry,
because I've hurt me too.

My heart is a shattered mess laying on the cold, FREEZING, floor.

Why is it frozen?
I do not know.

My head is a tornado
while the memories of us are swirling around through my head.

I'm sorry
I'm such a mess
I love you
But will never make out the right words to tell you

The sparkle of my eyes has left
and had been gone for awhile now.
You haven't seemed to notice,
even though it seems like it's been eternity.

With you I'm not happy
but without you I'm not either.
We are toxic.

I don't want to make this end
but the chaos seems to come either way.

Help me
This nightmare refuses to end

I made a promise but
promises don't mean much to me
they're often
broken
like me..

Broken glass barely compares to how I feel.
But you know broken glass never cuts evenly.
So I gave you the biggest piece of me,
hoping you wouldn't see through all the cracks
I left out all the little pieces
So it didn't seem like I was as bad
as you would think.

I'm sorry.