its the beginning lyrics to a song i cant get out of my head i read so much i confuse the reading with my life or maybe i just wish it was my life, i have everything i could ever ask for and still i wish for more i wish for undying love and comfort and so much more that i know im not worthy of but that i still want deep down inside. i miss you looking at me in a lingering way i miss being myself and voicing my own thoughts i miss us most of all