I keep it inside
Cause you don't want to know
The feelings I feel
The times I cry

I feel bad for wanting you
I shouldn't have too..
I feel like missing you is wrong
You have no idea.

If I hold it in much longer
I will be nothing
I get it..
I was never enough.

You wanted more.
You found it..in her.
I tried after a distasterous start
I thought You could forgive the past.

See that I have changed. 
I miss you. 
But it is apparent
I am wasting my time.