life outside your eyes.
By LostInDarkness
There is this girl
No one knows this girls name
All they know
is that she is quiet, shy, emotionless
But no one knows who she really
is
No one knows that when she goes home, she is beat
She
has bruises and scars all over her body
But she never says anything
Not because she doesnt want to, because she is scared of what will happen
No one understands her
They dont want to know her
The
kids in school make fun of her
They laugh, pick on, hit, and put her
down
But they dont know she thinks of suicide all the time
They think she just wants attention, acceptance
But no
All
she wants is someone to understand her pain and hurt
They dont
care that she was raped when she was little
They dont care that she
comes to school every day in tattered clothes
With broken bones, new
cuts, old scars, even bruises
She has even come to school stinking
It was never her choice to be like that, smelly, dirty, dark and
depresed
It was the way she was raised, she was treated worse then
dirt
whatever the dog didnt eat, she did
because it was the
only meal she could get
If she was caught, she was beat
If
she fought the beating, she was raped
If she fought the rape, she
was cut, stabbed, sliced and diced
If she ever fought that, she would
be killed, without a second thought
Maybe if some people had
taken the time to get to know her
The real her
It wouldnt have
ended like it did
With her taking her own life
When the
body was found
They saw just how much damage was done
They couldnt
believe that much damage had been done
They were amazed that one body
had taken so much, yet never spoke of it
The body was covered
in scars, old and new
In cuts that had barely healed, with body parts
hanging by threads
Her hands and feet gone, laying on the ground beneath
her
A rounded stomach, with the child that would never be born
Yet no tears were shed, they were to horrified by the body
By
themselves, they couldnt beleive they had said and done those things to
her
The family itself was so shocked, so horrified, they did the one
thing the could
They took their own lifes, in the same way she had
taken hers
And at the four person funeral, there wasnt a dry
eye
Not because of the deaths of the family
But because of a
diary, a diary kept by the girl
It was found and read, and in it,
they found out what that girl had went through
While the bodies
were being lowered into the ground
Every person put a rose in the
grave of the girl and said a prayer
Hoping that after a life like
that
She would find peace
As for the other three bodies
They spat in the grave
Cussed at them
And wished them an eternity
of pain and misery
Author's Note:
...Awards
Comments on "life outside your eyes."
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On Saturday, July 21, 2012, Melancholic VIncent
(428) wrote:
This piece really touch me inside. Felt like crying. I really felt all the sorrow. But i think the girl wasn't "emotionless", but no one cared to know what those feelings were, but the girl must be full of emotions. It's a really good poem, i feel really bad for that little girl :|
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On Tuesday, July 24, 2012, LostInDarkness
(31) wrote:
Cant really say she was a little girl, she was 13 when she left... she would have been 17 this year..
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On Monday, July 16, 2012, BrokenKatra
(61) wrote:
omg..This actually made me cry..really bad.. I love it... and i would kill anyone that did that to anyone even someone I don't like. It is very moving piece. I think I'm in love with this poem :) You always amaze me. Great write darling. I've missed your writings..I think you have me addicted to them.
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On Monday, July 16, 2012, LostInDarkness
(31) wrote:
thank you. ill have to go to your page and read some more of your works
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On Sunday, July 15, 2012, Iwas
(39) wrote:
I really enjoyed it. It's hard to write from a view point that is not your own. Not only did you pull that off you made it your own. If this was mine i would be proud of it.
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On Sunday, July 15, 2012, LostInDarkness
(31) wrote:
Thank you, i am somewhat proud of it.