I thought of you today
How we would sit up all night long talking
Knowing the the distance meant nothing in those few hours
I miss those days, knowing ill never get them back

Because you dont love me anymore, you dont really care
I was just something that you wanted to make yourself feel good
But then you realized that i really did need your help
And you left me, you left me to die

But the thing is, i dont want to die, not anymore
I made a promise to you that i would quit cutting
I Kept that promise, i know that day i told you that i had cut
But i lied to you then

I wanted you to know how pissed you had made me
How much pain you had put me through
I wanted to put you through the same pain
So i lied, im not proud of it, but i lied

And im sorry
Im sorry im not good enough for you anymore
Im sorry i care to much
Im sorry that I Love You My Beautiful Dear

It just something i cant stop doing
How a mother tries to protect her child
Even to her dying breathe
That is how i love you

That is how i care
You game me something that i hadnt felt in a long time
Happiness
You gave me happiness

And as easily as you gave it, you took it away
You threw me away like a child does an old toy
You just left me and walked away
So i can say one thing to all of this

As happy as you made me
As much as i love you and care about you
You gave me too much
Love And Pain