My body's numb from the pain i sometime's feel, i do so many things to
myself and others that it just dont seem real.
I hate some of the things i do to myself as well as others, all i can do is say sorry cause i know i hurt there mothers.
I've done and said some evil things that i just cant take back, so i sit here in the dark with a radio and one bottle of jack.
I will soon finishin this bottle this one bottle i have, my heart is hurting and cut wide i think i may need some salve.
But then again i may let it hurt i may let it burn, for its all my fault for taking that one wrong turn.
So once again i must say, IM sorry for the life's i took it all started here so here i must stay. i must take my life and lay.