For him, My Ignorant Love
By lockupthedoors
So close then ripped away
Don’t let him see my tears
Falling so fast there are flames
Loved him in secret for years
When I’m with you I feel like light
Then you stole away everything
You broke me down took my height
Why would you do this to me
Touching, though nothing you feel
So in love, you never knew
Someone wake me, this can’t be real
Someone wake me, this can’t be true
I love him forever, I love him for life
He should be mine, but he doesn’t know
I am a damsel, but he’s not my knight
So much of my heart’s not allowed to show
The power felt when we meet eyes
But then you have to look away
Is there truth to your love lies
I die a little more each day
I am broken down so small
I am crushed like chalk
I am forced to nothing at all
I am not able to talk
God, I feel so damaged here
I’m in pain, unable to breath
In this labyrinth I’m trapped in fear
I’ll untangle this web I weave
His ignorance would be the death of me
But I never receive such pleasantries
Author's Note:
In 7th grade I liked a newboy named Alex. Now in 9th grade I'm in love with him, but he doesn't know it. This morning my friend was trying to get him to like me when she came back with the news he had a girlfriend. I died a little. This is for you Alex.Comments on "For him, My Ignorant Love"
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On Thursday, March 1, 2012, lockupthedoors
(20) wrote:
Well, I know Alex we're best friends, I feel he was just trying to get my friend to shut up, she is slightly annoying *sorry Carolyn
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On Thursday, March 1, 2012, dwells
(4177) wrote:
Don't be in such a hurry, even if your friends are telling magical stories, because that is what they are. You are at the age of experimentation and the real you needs a chance to surface, so take it slow and easy. The ocean is wide with many fish inside, cheers!
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On Thursday, March 1, 2012, danica mcdonald
(9) wrote:
W-O-W that was an a-FUCKING-mazing work of art!!!!! the odd thing is that that is how i feel 98% of the time, only mine is for a girl, BUT it is the same. hats off to you. beautiful