When you think you're free
It comes to feed.
You think you're safe

But you it seeks


You can't escape



Don't kid yourself




For you it comes





For noone else




You apologize


You cry to be



Yet the monster inside







Shows no mercy







You want to scream



You want to fight




But for you there comes no light



Past years prayers are coming back
Haunting all the traits you lack
Tryals for perfection failed
Memories drowned out by









                                                    wails



Cry one last time to feel your tears
Silence now, no more fears.