There is nothing you can do
you are already erased
the fear clings too
like sewage or chemical waste
just sit back and watch
while it tears her apart
no mobility, laughter or smiles

please don't look at me like that
you have been my hero from the start
my memories are fading too
of the times when you were you
i can't see you anymore

I need to find the key
to open the door
so i can find you just once more
i need you to be 
My Gran