Early mornings, no surprise
The birds are singing and the sun did rise
Everyday seems like the last
Pain and boredom until another days passed
Watching the spider spin its deadly web
Wishing I was the fly.......soon to be dead
Listening to life outside my darkened walls
Unable to smile as the children call
Can this really be it for me?
Is this what I wanted it to be?
Hope has faded and the dreams are gone
My nightmares are reality......where did it go wrong?
Cannot pinpoint the day I gave up
Cannot remember........when was the first cut?
This dark sludge that fills my gut, unable to purge it up
It pumps it's way through my veins
And makes its home in my brain
Some days it makes me feel a little insane..........

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Ooops I'm sorry I think I wandered off there.....
That happens alot lately, if only I cared
Look the birds are singing and the sun did rise
Everyday seems like the last..................