Who Is This?

Where did things go wrong?
My memory fails......only me
When did the beauty turn on me?
Gone like the lyrics of my favorite song

I cannot remember being like this
I have never had the feeling of bliss
And if I did I am restrained
Forcing me to live with this pain

Others recall my life before dark
It's hard to believe, I once had a spark
They must be speaking of a different girl
Living and breathing in someone elses world

I was never her...she was never me
These pleasant things, they just cannot be
The pictures.... well they resemble me
Without the dark circles and deformities

All these lies in a picture album
Tear out the eyes and the happy smiles
No one should see
I was never her........she was never me
The two of us together should never be