It is time for me to fight my demons
And they have become Legion
Standing against my forward movements
Kicking me violently and laughing
"I am Legion and we are many"
Forcing me to my already bloody knees
I am weak....I have no spirit left to fight
They sucked my soul dry and black
I have nothing left to fight them back
Crazy ass thoughts and violent outbursts
Fuming with hatred and self loathing
My future becomes an abyss of darkness
Swallowing my world.....I hope they choke on me
I want to lodge in their throats
Make them claw at their necks
And gasp painfully for every breath
Then when I'm inside and consumed
I will tear out their insides
And poison their minds
Until all lie dying in fields of red
Where nothing grows above
And nothing grows below
Ever again