Inner Thoughts

By Disciple_Of_Christ

 My mind is clouded with confusion and pain
Writing is the only way i release that pain 
But i feel like i lost my pen
And I'm surrounded by shame

It's strange for me to feel this way but I'm depressed and lonely 
Scared to say anything to the people that know me
Because I'll be mocked, ridiculed and treated like a fool

I just want a few things out of life
I want true love and a wonderful wife
And i want a few kids and wonderful life

I know most people wish to be rich and famous but  not me
All i want is to be happy but sadly...I'm not

I'm far from the things i want
but so close because i see them everyday and I'm sadden by there taunt 
i guess I'll just have to wait an maybe life's not about what you get
maybe it's about what you got

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Copyright 2010 Disciple_Of_Christ
Published on Saturday, June 5, 2010.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • Gray Vision On Monday, July 26, 2010, Gray Vision (424)By person wrote:

    Exactly life is about making the best out of what you've got, if you can make do with what little you have things will eventually fall into place, in the time being have some faith. Thanls for sharing yet another fabulous piece =)

  • lupus tenebrae On Saturday, June 12, 2010, lupus tenebrae (860)By person wrote:

    I hear ya, an amazing outpouring my friend, I don't desire to be the next big thing either, I just want to live life my way, money not being an issue, if you love what you do, do it! It does get lonely sometimes, especially with my former friends fading away, but a lone wolf I be. Scholar

  • A former member wrote: Terrible truth, this is....I've been mired in it far too long, and it's nice to have a place like this to express such things....welcome. Scholar

  • A former member wrote: I can't express enough that I feel the same exact way. ITS SO TRUE! I love this. i can relate to it sooo much. awesome! Scholar

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