Those arms those legs those sinews
These dreams, You I feel nothing but
You those memories those hopes
Those invisible ties that don’t and
Always exist. You. This morning last
Night the letting go of everything but
You. You exist. We survived you are
You were it all. You wore my life so
Beautifully. Take it all it is yours
Everything I feel nothing I feel nothing
I want to make up a word for you.
Because non exists so beautiful, so
Painful as You. The intangible
Language we speak which no one could
Ever understand . You. Dense
As these words. Lighter than nothing
Than ether. Than sky
and not quite that either. Every song. Every belief
Every feeling. Every memory. You. Mine
Alone. My friend. My enemy. My first
Thought. My last. You.
Every day is you. Every night
You haunt me. I love your ghost. I belong
There. And if not you. Then nothing.
There was you then nothing