I would rather suffer
Then to die
Because what about the things
That I might leave behind?

What about the family
That I might have one day
And the dreams I dream might just come true
Everything might be okay

I will never know this
If I do not hold on tight
I'll learn to deal with these long days
And cope with sleepless nights

And if I reach the end of everything
And life didn't turn out how I wanted it to go...
And I still feel as bad as I do,
Well, at least I'll know

And at that point, it will be the end for me
Even if happiness I could never find
But maybe, just maybe, I would have found something special
Something I'd hate to have left behind