Why couldn't you just simply LOVE ME BACK?

Instead, you turned yourself into an ugly ball of hate,
rolling fast out my sight, marking the streets
with your everlasting absence.

I am fighting this absence by turning into a pseudonym
hiding on black pages,searching for your shadow.

I hate you for making me walk away in silence
and choose life.

And I hate myself for still dreaming of you,
even when I am held by someone else's pure love.

But most of all, I hate both of us
for not being strong enough to change
our destiny.

xx