not a virgin

i rub against him sensually
to see if i can make him hard
it seems like a game of tease and catch
i place his hands on my breasts
while i rub on him
i turn and kiss him
only to turn back to the movie at hand
he moves his hands further down
and i realize that while the main goal was accomplished
i accidentally turned myself on too
i pause the movie to move to the bedroom
i want him
i want him to want me just as much
and he does
i talk dirty to him to turn him on
i don't want this to get slow
a new experience is what I'm after
he undresses me
and i ask him if he likes to make me wet
i ask him if he wants to suck it
he does
the lights are off
not so that we can't see each other
but so the neighbors can't see us
i would have sucked him enthusiastically tonight
but he wanted pussy
and it was at the perfect wetness for cock
it was good
he came with fierceness
and though i didn't come
i am satisfied
sitting on the edge of this bed
and shaking out a poem