These Crimes

[verse 1]
fuck this shit
why do i put up with it
i need to get a fucking grip
im so retarded, i should be fucking disregarded
i know i can be. oh maybe just maybe
i lose myself in thought
cramming down what you call art
try to find out and fought
maybe im really not too smart
She shows me her beautiful voice
makes me contemplate my choice
I know ill never fucking rejoice
shes with the wrong man cant anyone see that
or am i bound to be as blind as a fucking bat

[chorus]
Im slowly going insane, driven mad, and lame
my conscious thought all fucked up cause of a dame
mind over matter, matter over mind unless you find
that you have no time to handle these crimes

[verse 2]
i look her in the face trying to find a place
unsure of her future and her mistakes
i see her loving smile hear her fucking words
tells me we should stay friends and it gets worse
she loves her boyfriend even though hes got nothing
she loves her boyfriend and that makes me nothing
we continue to talk and get close even though he says no
why does she do that? and converse even though im cursed
to be that guy that she can confide and make wither and die.

[chorus]

[verse 3]
i realize its bound to end with pain
so why do i continue to play this sick game
of pretending to be friends when i feel different inside
i try and try to forget about whats been done so i can move on
but all it does is make me feel dumb and wrong.
i made you upset im sorry i did that i never wanted to
all i wanted was to chat and be friends and happy again.
i messed up and now its pissing me off instead of making me
sound soft its making me nothing but a jerk off.
what can i say that will make it ok so you will stay
and not go away......

[chorus]