find a dark hole to crawl inside of.
it is there you can put all your feelings.
all the pains, joys, goods, and evils in this world.
while your down there lose yourself in your thoughts.

thoughts of the past and how things once were.
thoughts of pains long over due, from scars left long ago.
thoughts of the new and how to continue this never ending cycle.

find a safe place inside your mind to protect yourself from the world.
in this haven of emotion and turmoil try to learn things you never knew.
all your mistakes and sins rush through your mind confusing you.
while the tears begin to fall betraying you.

thoughts of the past and how things once were.
thoughts of pains long over due, from scars left long ago.
thoughts of the new and how to continue this never ending cycle.

now look inside yourself to find the light.
eclipsed now by the never ending darkness.
the voice in your head begins to scream and yell.
struggling and suffocating yourself with just your thoughts.

sorry i will be adding more to this later.