I wish i were a victim
life is not a gift
Pained swollen eyes and a head full of hate
There is no looking forward, just looking back wishing you had aborted me
and left it at that!

Im the definition of failure completley spelled out
There will never be a plan but to find a way out

I'd rather be a past that someone mentions now and then

than to deal with this failure that is time and time again.

I wish for a break that will never come

If i had just met my fate this pain never spun

A lamp with three wishes, i only need one take me away
from what i've become

give the other two to people who dont need them anyway

keep proving me right by turning me away...

survivor of a coat hanger is what i've come to be

when the only thing i have wished for is that exact release



No pain for me, some pain for you, maybe some blood and a sack too... Get your ass up off the cold floor leave in a hurry and close the door.. dont ever think about me and please no regrets, you have done me justice finally i can rest!!!!