Comments by Crashoverride
- "it can be easy to dwell in the past, but in my experience, very few times that i have tried to "fix" something "broken" have i actually succeeded. usually i just end up ruminating endlessly looking for the friend in me to show me what i need. or sometimes i forget it, or suppress it, and end up facing a similar problem in the future that seems to be almost worse because i had previously thought it was solved or at least that i had moved on from it. for me i like to dig deeper than the surface of what upsets me and it usually boils down to a fear of being afraid of loss, death, worthlessness, or whatever you want to call it. what im trying to say is that im not sure that there is a way to really fix any of this. instead, i like to view it as another piece of this vast complex puzzle i call myself.
thank you for welcoming me too, i was surprised to see positive reactions from my writing. i have about 300 poems ive written this year, most of em arent as dark as the two i posted up here, but much more inspirationally dark. ill start putting more up. thank you all for your thoughts and existence."
Posted by Crashoverride on "losing what was already lost" by Crashoverride
