my favorite disappointment

Loss of Synchronicity
beating me with language
battering with pain
from other people's lives
Leaving you with nosebleeds
and quickly fading highs

and this i was a part of
for never showing up
never showing love
growing sickness in my stomache

sorry is enough?

Build you up
build you out of all the perfect things
i have inside of me
chained down, and ready to reveal
My shame now
give up on me
a firm belief in ludicrous
and ignorant
i'm here against your wall
-Fire Away-

picking up the pieces will you
let me help you; all the time
i had to
never had it on my mind

living with defeat it kills you
let me help you; all the time
i had to
never was the giving type

if sorry is enough
i'm sorry that's all i have to give
for promises i still have plans to keep...
and more cheap fucking words