just a simple hope
a dream
an almost firm belief that I am not alone
and i am being watched over
one day my dreams will be more than just that
and i can use my strength for good and not only to fight my self inflicted battles
and I will learn the truth
and all my obstacles were to get me through to a better place than this
there must be a reason I still fight my own demons and not lay down and die
one day I will feel the loving arms of the universe around me
and I will embrace life like i never have before
one day i will choose to walk away from the darkness that lures me in
a simple wish that I see something different
and the pain subsides
as I find my way
out of the confusion in a world that never seemed to quite make sense to me
One day I will find out that I am not just the girl who laughs on the outside and is dying on the inside
I will discover one day that it was all worth it

Till then I must painfully keep on moving...