love me love me, i know you do, i could tell by the sworn look in your eyes, the way they glided down to the scars, lefted from the past, i'm now walking away from. and sometimes it feels more then i want it too, and your arms feels too good and worn to be lefted behind in the stairways and railways of my mind and past, so yes i am leaving, my writers block is over whelmingly taking it over. taking from my my ability to makesense

love me because i know you do, your eyes gave away to your dead silence, you aren't the awkward i am use to, you are sure and amazing, you are a well worn lullaby, prehaps my favorite by far, and i love it because i draw your face in the lips of my forgotten body, it's amazing because i don't need you, i just want you, i don't love you, like i want to, it's a mutual of a willing lullaby, so leave mebehind and take my hand because i love you

love you, in everyway that ois certain for failurea mong the lifeless angels which intend to fly across the horizon, love the lullaby i'm selling to your soul, the intent among the screams. because i love you, i have to leave you, because i want you as much as i do, i can't play in the usual game, too hard not to resist, a favorite fanstansy, a beautiful screamer, a wonderful look in the eye, and a daydreamer to compose all the right of ways

i love you, but don't tell anyone, it's our sercet, fear is only the pasttime, a reason to run!


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i'm screaming for everything to return to the days of child. they seem so much easier. so better off, the days of sunsets and beautiful stars filled to skies with wonderful lullabys and you were loving me, the easiest time of our lives, were when mother and father, took care, but the hardest was that too, mother was the lie you sold my soul, and father was the gate, spent around me to protect me from the harsh bashness of our well worn yet torn world, but father left and mother remain always as before,no within reach, and i loved you last night, but tonight, the events will turn as my stomach growls with hate, and ill show you the world i've come to know and hate,, yet it's where i'm comfortably hidden from the world, where my heart doesn't feel so broken and cold, until you walked it and now i'm awake, and it's so hard to breathe, with oyu lying next to me, and i keep trying to find ways to shut it put but i can't because i do love you, and i do see you, like i saw all the others........ i saw him, i saw her, i saw thru to the intent of your words, i see straight thru you, cause i love you, cause i can see your evil ness and you beauty, because you are wonderfully using me, and i can tell, by the way you tried to say it, but your tongue got lost somewhere on my body and the words seemed an harsh reality of the lovely longing, and beautiful sex..........wonderfully amazing

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and i love you, i was just too afraid to admit it. my stomach stings from your kiss and your words, because i know the truth behind it, i know the winter and the summer, i love it, but i hate it