( this wasn't meant to be followed, it's just ravage in my head)


so this is my right
my contradiction of a life

sullen compassion
in this life

my mind's turning
spinning in atrophy


(11-2-06)
so composed, hard not to smile inspite of my defeat
I spoke to satan and i find you're my compromise.
Spinning time, a web of truth, perhaps my might will
descend into my disasterous daydreams, dismantled,
the outer world spins in circles and the only place i can part
with is the heart of the inner demons.

distort in dismayal, leave the goodbyes to the kisses on
the pillow. (11-21-06) such a reality, shouldn't exist and SATAN
told me, you, you were the one, mine to play with, a
claim to maintain, No use in running, only in dreams
do you escape from this madness.

Wayward, downward, so sure of your mistaken purpose.
He said you would come willingly to me. you see
you could never fight me. I won before the war began
So win or lose, you're in my world now
Bitch!