im screwed

ok so shits fucked up
that i cant deni
everything was cool it was all gravy
the next thing you know im down on my knees

beging to be good enogh,
you know what i say fuck off
so what i have have sime issues you caght me
so i pretended to nned your help
promised i wouldnt
then sliced the shit out of myself
its like a drug amunity
is what it is
cut
cut
cut
the next thing you know its not deep enough
satisfaction faded for the forget is
lacking
its not working like it did im not forgeting
fuck man this
sucks
whats next