I can't beleive

I can't beleive the ropes dug in
I can't beleive the depth of my sin
I can't beleive she did not scream
I can't beleive no one helped her flee
I took her pale corpse and thrust it away
I can't beleive no one could see
now she's hidden in the soil
my shovel is rusted from the toil
my clothes are covered in dirt
my hands blistered from the work
and all I can think is
who's the next girl
I can't beleive
I can't wait to see