I need some time,
to renew my beliefs,
and self confidence,
To remember what it's like,
to have others believe in me.

I need to show myself,
That I can prove so much,
And be more than this,
Wraith of what I was

I don't feel that passion,
that love or hate,
But I feel something more,
more composed,
and somewhat stable

Yet it's not quite right,
I've given up on too much,
and tried not to go anywhere,
Mixed reality with irrationality,
Just to feel okay.

I need to find me,
Before I lose faith,
and die...