God's just a name.

By smearedXmakeup

"Tell the whole truth
and nothing
but the truth"
He told me.

I did.
I revealed
every memory
in
exact
detail.

But words don't fit
in an evidence bag.

Gavel hits the wood,
God doesn't exist.








Just a little background on this one...
we were instructed to write a poem as short
as possible that meant something to us
and hit home personally, but if someone else
was to read it, they wouldn't know the exact
story of what we were talking about.


when i had to go to trial for rape, i didn't want to go on the witness stand cuz i was really scared. but they told me that if i testified, it was a guaranteed win. ''swear to God''-that's what the cop said. so i did. i testified. and told them every single detail and cried and everything. but there wasn't any physical evidence. pretty much-there was no semen inside of me. so he went home free. That cop swore to God that Brian wouldn't hurt me anymore if I testified and told the truth. So when he did... I just stopped believing God even existed.

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© 2006 Amber [smearedXmakeup] Michele.
Published on Saturday, February 11, 2006.     Filed under: "Rage" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: wow. that rots...may putrid entrails be beaten down Brian's throat while he is raped repeatedly by 72 inch sword...and there would be justice, and we would have a god. Powerfully sad

  • A former member wrote: Sorry about what happened, Most of us cant even possibly imagine what you must be feeling, I understand the reason of rage and feeling of injustice ,it is trully unfair. Thank you for sharing this really strong poem and story with us.

  • Crimson Shade On Saturday, February 11, 2006, Crimson Shade (92)By person wrote:

    "But words don't fit in an evidence bag. Gavel hits the wood, God doesn't exist." - i hope you dont live in the uk - here a high ranking juge said "Most women out are asking to be raped"

  • Crimson Shade On Saturday, February 11, 2006, Crimson Shade (92)By person wrote:

    - he then went on to let a previously convicted rapist go free on another rape charge... God does exist - he just doesnt give a fuck about us.

  • elisa On Saturday, February 11, 2006, elisa (1595)By person wrote:

    between this poem and your comment my heart has sunk............i have lost so much respect for men over the last couple of years......for some reason they have allowed subjects like 'Rape' to fall between the cracks...

  • elisa On Saturday, February 11, 2006, elisa (1595)By person wrote:

    ...they keep the -increasing- reality of Rape in some kind of... blind spot of denial....until it happens to someone they love like a child or wife.......

  • elisa On Saturday, February 11, 2006, elisa (1595)By person wrote:

    .......little girls are sold as sex slaves everyday on the black market around the world...in the 21st century !!! ....it gives me a feeling of utter betrayal......

  • ApathysKiss On Saturday, February 11, 2006, ApathysKiss (377)By person wrote:

    I can understand how you would blame God for Man's law and injustice with this. Rape is such a heinous crime and written in this context, I can understand the wrought pain of hopelessness you have felt to give up all other hope...powerful.

  • ApathysKiss On Saturday, February 11, 2006, ApathysKiss (377)By person wrote:

    I hope karma clubs his balls and spits on his face -=ak=-

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