Love turns to dust

This knife, your blade
Still sitting in my shaking hand
I can't cut any deeper
The blade just won't flow

There's tape across my mouth
I shall not speak when your around
I fear for the worst if I say something wrong
Why is everything wrong?

Bring me back, don't say goodbye
Because everytime that you leave I do nothing but cry
My eyes are open, but their suffocated
Helpless by your breath-taking face
I feel weak I must confess
But somehow I think you know
But would you take advantage of my flaws?

I don't believe that you're meaning to hurt me
But I can't help but wonder, why you chose to leave
All this pain my heart consumes
Is locked inside, buried within
I'm sorry I'm just broken