Yet Another (lost love)

I wanted to die
When I lost you last night
My last love is gone
The last thing that gave me strength
My fears are coming back
Raging their attacks
I truly realize how much I cared
Now that you are not there
I had finally learned to love again
I thought I had found some one to put my trust in
I loved you too much
And for once it wasn't just your touch
Maybe you are mad at me
For unknown reasons that I can't see
I wish you'd tell me
I'm sorry what ever it may be
Now I'm forced to see you all the time
Knowing all the while that you're no longer mine
I could never take it, to see you with another
I think I would break inside, even now I can't keep it together
Tell me the truth, do you really think we should separate
I really believed you could be my soul mate
Now I'm distraught, I know next comes the fear
But I strongly sense the anger coming near
The sadness comes strong with my heart break
I simply can't bear this heart ache
The fear comes with confusion
Confused about your decision
Now I have yet another lost love
For me to sit around all day and think of