I came so close to grabing ur hand and never letting go.

I came so close to moving over and puting my arm around u and whispering in ur ear yes this is a great movie.

I came so close to to saying ok u win ur right like always and kissing u our lips locked and intertwined whith each others.

I came so close to not holding back.

I came so close to letting the tears flow.

I came so close to telling u the truth.
That the vibe u felt was real and that i was depressed. And for coming so close to telling u why.

Well maybe some things i didn't just come close to. I am telling u that u where right that the movie was great and that i was sad. And the reason i was sad was for that i yearned so much for what i know will never be.



(i know again not great but another in the moment has to be said kinda things. i guess thats what happens when u like me and bottle up every thing inside.)