I Remembered (I can't have you)

I saw you today
Just like every other day
I felt that same rush
Just like every time
We exchanged smiles
Talking only briefly
I was happy till I remembered
I can never have you
I remembered
Watching you with other girls
I remembered
How I've always wanted you
I remembered
Times I've spent with you
Now my mood has sunk back down
Now I can no longer see the sun
I've dropped back down to my pit of despair
Sometimes I feel like no one cares
When I see you again
I know I'll smile
But you won't know
I'm dying inside all the while
With all these people
I can't break down and cry
Oh how I wish I could just die