Lies

So many lies,
What a great disguise.
You lie to my face,
Think I'll give up the race.
I'm tired of trying,
Tired of crying.
Breaking down every night now,
You managed to fool me I wanna know how.
How come you say things you don't mean,
Lately I feel so unclean.
Wanting to be left alone,
I just wanna go home.
Just leave me be,
You've already lied to me.
Spread your rumors all they are is lies,
But you don't know every night she cries.
She cries because of you,
All your lies so untrue.
She wants to die because of you,
She no longer knows what to do.
Cuts and scars take up her arm,
All along you caused her this harm.
You say you love her but you lied,
I screamed your name as I cried.
I cried all night longing to be dead,
But after all it's all in my head.
I don't want you to die,
But these lies make me cry.
Longing always to be gone,
I've been broken all along.
I hate living in this lie,
Longing always just to die.
Blood is dripping from my wrist,
But me, you've already dismissed.
To you I'm not even alive,
All this time I've tried to survive.
Too soon will I give in,
To all this pain held deep within.
I no longer live my lie,
Becuase tonight I wish to die.