Lonliness

Today I feel lonely,
And it doesn't make me sad.
Today I feel lonely,
I don't even feel mad.
But when I feel lonely,
There are voices inside.
They speak to me,
Tell me not to hide.
When I listen to them,
They make me feel strong.
The only problem is,
I know that I'm wrong.
But when I am without them,
I feel so weak.
I feel so tired,
It's hard to even speak.
I realize now that,
I depend on their powers.
With them I feel,
Like I can go for hours.
But I push them away,
To make myself good.
And slowly I realize,
No one ever could.
So I sit in my corner,
Sitting here it's no bliss.
I now know,
That I suffer from loneliness.