Voices

I don't feel good,
And I'm not doing well.
God, what I go through,
Is like pure hell!
Since he left,
The angels have fallen.
And because of this,
All I hear is him callin.
"Come to me,"
You need no longer pay."
Pay for what?
I had asked the voice.
"Pay for the deeds,
In which you had no choice."
But why must I pay,
When I played no part?
"You had to pay,
Because it was all in your heart."
These voices they say things,
And it all comes together.
But it would be nice,
If it were in better weather.
What they tell me,
It all seems true.
And because of all of it,
I feel so wrong without you.
I long for him here,
Without him I'm lost.
I'm gonna give up,
BUt at what cost?
If I let go,
What would I lose?
All of this pain,
Has got me confused.
The voices keep saying,
"What if his love's not true?"
And when they say this,
I don't know what to do.
It makes me so angry,
These voices in my head.
Sometimes,
I just wish I was dead.
But then I think of him,
All alone, depressed and gone.
And at last I realize,
These voices are wrong!
I can't live withou him,
It's not hard to see.
Now I truly know,
We are meant to be.