Blood from a lost love

Shattered, as I decribe my heart
The remains of what you call a love
I don't believe you, I can't feel you
Cold, and still so bitter
I can't come back and I know you don't want me to
All you made me feel was a lie
Just to make me cry, I wanted to die so bad

What are these chains wrapped around my neck?
The reality so scarce, yet so deep
Your still clinging, so what are you leaving?
Just fuckin let me go
I don't want to belong, especially to you
The reality of you still lingers
Piercing a hole in my lonely mind
But I can't bleed anymore
Can't you see?
I have notthing left

In need of a new reality
But they all share the same nightmare
I can't erase you
Why is this so real?
I can't suffocate in memories forever
Trying to forgive you, I swear
But you won't listen
Did you ever?

When you tell me to "hold on"
Why do you even try?
You can't help when the cause is your fault
Don't fix me anymore, you'll only make me worse inside
What are you looking for?
I'm drained of life
Just see what your doing to me
Stop please, just don't haunt my fragile mind anymore
I can't take much more
I don't want to break
No, not just yet