i have this vision
this desire in me
a deep down want
to drive to this intersection
and stop in the middle of it
blocking the traffic

step out of my truck
and flex my muscles
& scream / yell
and have this shockwave
emerge from my heart
and flip over cars
and destroy the traffic lights
rip up the asphalt like a rug
and knock the birds from the clouds

instead
i’m home
tugging away at my cock

it’s as close as i’ll ever be