old habbits die hard
By physicalgraffiti
i still
stop breathing;
when you look at me.
i still
get excited;
about a cigarette
i still
put on makeup;
though i have nowhere to go.
i still
wait next to the phone;
even when it's unplugged.
i still
hold tight;
when told to let go.
i still
push harder;
when i'm supposed to let up.
i still
kiss you;
when you pull away.
i still
sit in the dark;
when all i need is light.
i still
keep walking;
when my feet start to ache.
i still
wait for you;
after 3 A.M.
i still
live;
when my body shuts down.
i still
read;
old bedtime stories.
i still
pray to god;
now that i've quit believing.
i still
listen for your voice;
though your really miles away.
---------------------Why Don't You
still
love me?
old habbits die hard...i guess,
but you used hate as a weapon.
Comments on "old habbits die hard"
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A former member wrote:
As for I my old friend. "Iv"
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On Saturday, August 18, 2007, Reefer_rave
(139) wrote:
This reminds me of the other day when i caught myself watching t.v. without any sound .. how pointless it all seemed. I look forward to reading more from you
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On Tuesday, June 19, 2007, Jaded Jezzabelle
(328) wrote:
you are very talented...keep developing your "voice" and finding a sort of peace through this written word....growth...keep doing it.
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A former member wrote:
I see myself in a lot of this. Very nice.
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On Friday, July 14, 2006, mywristshurt
(405) wrote:
damn... i have no other words except damn... it was better than:good, great, amazing, fantastic and awesome... i don't know what to say
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A former member wrote:
I still pray to God...holy shit.
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On Thursday, January 6, 2005, Exodus
(172) wrote:
i'm on the verge on tears...this is me too.
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On Tuesday, December 21, 2004, spaniellie
(76) wrote:
incredible. i love it all.
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On Tuesday, December 21, 2004, sIo
(898) wrote:
wow.....i adore your writing.
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A former member wrote:
wow
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A former member wrote:
Ouch,that hurts dear...excellent piece...well done..Imad
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A former member wrote:
amazing write
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On Thursday, December 16, 2004, VenomPlease
(134) wrote:
This is amazing. Very well said, I can definately relate. *favs* Awesome write.
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A former member wrote:
Intense, utterly intense.
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On Thursday, December 16, 2004, Kali Ma
(43) wrote:
Wow, this was really very good. I've had these thoughts before, but you've expressed them in a perfect way. Beautiful. ~ Asheai