Lost Again

I was the boy.
Who never knew what to see.
You taught me everything I know.
But, When it came time for you to leave.
I was afraid to let you go.
I'm sorry for what i've done.
Will you ever forgive me.
Or has the devil already won.
My life is torn up and hanging by a thread.
I can't help thinking i'd be better off dead.
The truths I hide are much stronger than the lies.
I'd feel much better if you were shot between the eyes.
I'm sorry for what i've done.
Will you ever forgive me.
Or has the devil already won.
Your loving eyes have got a power over me.
I'm so mixed up inside.
You'll never see.
One fatal blow just brought this nightmere to an end.
The dream is over now.
I think i've lost again.