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fake
By eternal despair
nothing is what it seems
this smile only a mask of my true feelings
the illusion that im happy
makes everyone else feel better
sometimes i really am enjoyed
then the feelings slips away
and the mask goes back on
i feel fake
when i start to write the pain returns
uncovered from deep within
hidden from even myself
it will never go away
work keeps me sane
when all i want to do is cut out the pain
eternal despair means more then i thought
and everything feels eternally fake
who am i if my life is an illusion
am i sorrow, am i pain
or am i really this person i call fake
cause it feels so good
so who am i?
i am a shadow of a broken heart
masked by a glow of happiness
maybe its not as fake as it seems
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Copyright 2004 eternal despair
Published on Sunday, November 7, 2004.
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On Monday, November 8, 2004, glasshouse
(530)
wrote:
I relate to this a bit too much. I think a lot of us do. You express it well but I wont sleep if I havent at least told you its not worth being fake, ever. People have to know you to truly love you and love is the world. -Glass
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On Wednesday, November 10, 2004, eternal despair
(66) wrote:
thanx hun, i know i shouldnt fake anything, and i try not to. but its nice to see people smile because im smiling for once..
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On Sunday, November 7, 2004, Angst Queen
(370) wrote:
I must admit there are times when I feel like this too. I hide myself from others rather well if I try. I liked this read
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