~How Can He See?~

How can only opne person see it?
He doesn't even know me!
Yet he can see how I really feel...
He can see
The truth behind my long since lifeless eyes,
The eyes that no longer Really
SEE
They only glance,
They are as if someone else is looking through me.
Like, when I see him
They no longer make me feel pain.
They only feel sadness,
They hurt at the sight of him,
But not the familiar pain
Just sadness at what could have been
If he'd asked ME instead of someone else...
It would be better.
How could he kill me so?
Why WOULD he want to kill me like that?
I don't know why,
But he did...